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18/05/2007

怎么精神依然恍惚....

     

 

 
 
 
 
这种状态太讨厌了……像被抽空的躯壳,呆滞、困顿,失去方向与能量,不踏实不完整……一到周末恍惚level就上个台阶……所以想多呆在学校这种总有事情、总有人讲话的环境,是调节(或者说麻痹)心境的好地方,让自己好过很多……

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
无论如何,这条波动曲线的“振幅”正在朝变小的方向进展。可能进展缓慢,好歹也是在小的。值得高兴的是,有那么一天,我能有心情对自己说“嗨,今天心情好像不错”!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


 
 
 

07/05/2007

Ache Head & Headache

     
 
    (I haven't written so many E. sentences 4 a long long so long time~ If there were mistakes, please tell me~(except those little humour overstates on purpose~), especially mistakes of tense>_< and spelling.(grammar is certainly the one next u to make me headache....))
 
 
 
 
 
Mr. Head,
 
 
    I'm headaching right now because of u again. Worse still, this suffering pain won't bring me anything at all..It's just like a blackhole taking me in..What I only can do is to be tougher and stronger..and I will..I believe, I'm sure that u believe as well! So trust me, I'll beat the dame blackhole and at least don't headache 'cause of u anymore! U don't have to worry about me, just keep on going ur "big sunshine way" but I really need ur support and care and etc~ In a word, all I need is ur everlasting true golden friendship actually..! And I know u won't disappoint me this time! Let's keep walking to a brighter future belongs u and me and everybody else togerher..!
 
 
ur,
Ann



      
 
   



05/05/2007

THRILLER

 

已经做得到忽略噩梦,做的进行时都可以假装没在做,
只让每个奇异感持续一秒,但是即便如此仍有记忆……太可怕了——梦与现实的界线模糊的感觉!到底发生过没有,是还是只是梦见的?白天不时地蹦出带有这个问号的混乱记忆……能ignore掉梦本身,还是nore不掉临睡的恐惧……
 
 
 
——ta于床头,小猫安!


     
 



04/05/2007

极怕睡觉

 
 
三个时段:
1、睡着前
有一点大可完全放心——再困也不会立马睡着……,躺毕,大脑即不自主地浮现画面再浮现,在那里浮现得开心死了……也不考虑主人的感受,tears么直接省去了眼药水
2、睡着后
最恐惧的就是梦。。。。。。。
3、醒之后
所以读书的时候比较开心,睡不了囫囵觉的好处——不是自然醒就不会有“醒后沮丧感”,也不用担心会被梦拖回去,等等等等!